Dear Addie,

January 05, 2009

Happy Birthday my dear!

Four years ago today I became a mother because you came into the world. Into my life. Into my arms. You were so perfect and little, and I was the happiest I had ever been in that moment!

It amazes me how your personality is consistent with what I sensed about you in the womb: curious, stubborn, intelligent, musically gifted and a sure-minded little girl mixed with the compassion and warmth of the most tender of us. Every day is an adventure with you! I have vowed never to take for granted your excessive “I love you’s” or the plenty of kisses you give every day. You make my entire month with your smile and giggles. The Earth makes you laugh and stand in awe…and I in turn see it too. Just yesterday you insisted on taking a nap on the sunlit carpet so you could sunbathe and feel the sunshine on your bare back while the rest of the world was complaining that it was 13 degrees outside. You talk to nature and to animals, and remind us all that life is a gift. Your newest favorite friend is your shadow, and you can often be found kissing it (her)! You sing yourself to sleep. And you love the world and everyone in it. A few weeks ago, you asked me:

“Mom, how long would it take to hug everybody in the whole world?”

Not wanting to meddle with your own profound ideas, I asked you how long you thought it would take.

You put your head in your hands and thought for a while, and then very matter-of-factly, “Thirteen.”

I love you. You are my girl. I hope being four is all you imagine it to be. And I can’t wait to get even closer to my best friend. I had no idea how wonderful it would be to be best friends with a four year old! Life is beautiful with you in it my darling. I love you.

Love you Addie,

Mom

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7 Comments for this entry

  • 1
    Kati says:

    Hi Sarah, I´m a silent reader from germany – but I have to say I was moved to tears by your words – I have a little girl that turns three next week and my son turned 5 in November.

    All the best to Addie – happy Birthday!!!

    Yours Kati

  • 2
    Miss Giny says:

    Happy Birthday Addie !
    She’s so cute !
    Kisses ^^

  • 3

    I didn’t realize she’s the same age as my Jacob! He turned 4 on the first.
    Saw your family’s Cute Beachy Christmas card at my parents house over the break, everyone sure has grown up since MA!
    Take care. Best wishes in the new year, especially with little one #3 on the way!

  • 4
    jenny says:

    Happy Birthday Addie! I can\’t believe she is already 4!

  • 5
    Meg says:

    Happy Birthday Addie!

    I love to snuggle you! You breathe sunshine, my dear, and I love to see your smiling face. A day simply cannot be gloomy when you are there to brighten it. I love you!

  • 6
    Ambyr Nielsen says:

    Happy Birthday Addie! What a wonderful post Sarah! I so relate you on the level of motherhood. Thanks for sharing.

    And speaking of motherhood, I don’t think I ever got to tell you congratulations on your pregnancy! I am so happy to hear it. Our babies will be so close in age. Aren’t we the luckiest? We find out if it’s a boy or girl on Monday. When do you find out (or are you)?

  • 7
    Chandi Bird says:

    It’s been a while since I’ve peeked in, but I LOVE this post about Addie! It’s her to a tea!! I giggled the whole time you were describing her! I just LOVE that girl! Happy Happy Addie! Can’t wait to celebrate with you! And what a writer you are, Sarah. Inspiring. Love ya!
    ~Chandi

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